CBS Radio Workshop: Season of Disbelief and Hail and Farewell

CBS Radio, a division of the Columbia Broadcasting System and its 217 affiliated stations present the CBS Radio Workshop. Radio's distinguished series dedicated to man's imagination, The Theatre of the Mind. Tonight, from Hollywood, Season of Disbelief and Hail and Farewell, adapted and directed by Anthony Ellis. Two unusual and provocative character studies by one of America's most original

authors, Ray Bradbury. Ladies and gentlemen, Mr. Bradbury. It has always seemed to me that life to all of us is an endless coil of rope playing through our hands every moment of every hour of the day. The long line of the rope goes back to the time we were born and extends on out ahead to the time of our death. In between lies

the eternal now. The flickering moments when each of us must play the rope as best we can, without burning our fingers, snarling the coils, or breaking the lime. This is a study of one woman and her rope. Season of Disbelief was a saver. She saved tickets, old theatre programs, bits of lace, scars, railroad transfers and such things, all the tags and tokens of her

experience she saved. I was a stack of records. He is Coruso. It was in 1921 in New York. I was 40. John was still alive. He was June, 1929, I think right after John died. That was the huge regret of her life in a way. The one thing she had most enjoyed touching and listening to

and looking at, she hadn't saved. John was far out in the meadow country, dated and boxed and hidden under grasses. And nothing the main of him but his high silk hat is cane and is good to suit in a closet.

But what she could keep she had kept. Pink flower dresses crushed among mothballs and vast black trunks, and cut glass dishes from her childhood. Her past lived with her. Then the thing with the children.

happened in the middle of the summer. Mrs. Bentley, coming out to water the ivy on her front porch, saw the two wool-colored sprawling girls lying on her green lawn, enjoying the immense prickling of the grass. At the very moment she was smiling down on them with her yellow mask face, around the corner like an elfin band that came in ice cream wagon.

The two girls sat up, turning their heads like sunflowers after the sun. Little girls, would you like some? The wagons stop. There's an exchange of money for pieces of the original Ice Age. These she gave to the girls who thanked her with snow in their mouths.

Their eyes darting from her buttoned up shoes to her white hair. Don't you want to bite? No, no child, I'm old enough and cold enough. I just won't tell me. Look, my own porcheons in the shield.

But, mind you don't drip. I'm Alice. She's Jane. I'm... I'm Mrs. Bentley. They called me Helen. I didn't know old ladies had first names. Well, I didn't hear them used. My dear, when your old is I, they won't call you Jane, either.

Old age is dreadfully former. How old are you? I remember the dinosaur. No, but how old? 75. That's old. I don't feel any different now than when I was your age. Our age? Yes, once I was a pretty little girl, just like you'd gain.

What's the matter? Nothing. Oh, you don't have to go so soon, I hold. Oh, well. Is something the matter? What? My mother says it isn't nice to fib. Of course it isn't. And not to listen to fibs.

Who was fibbing to you, Alice? You were. About what? About your age? About being a little girl? But I was. Many years ago, little girl like you. Come on, Jan. But how ridiculous. It's perfectly obvious.

Everyone was young once. You're joking with us. You weren't really ten ever were you, Mrs. Bim. You run on home and get away from here. I won't have you laughing. And your name's not really Helen.

Of course, you tell it. Good bye! Thanks for the ice cream. Once I played off-scotch. Hey, Abby, I did. The idea. No one ever doubted I was a girl before. But what a silly, horrible thing to do.

I don't mind being old. Not really. But I do, as in having my childhood digging away from me. After supper she gathered together certain items in the perfumed kerchief. Then she went to her front porch and stood there stiffly for half an hour. As suddenly as night birds the two girls flew by and Mrs. Bentley's

voice brought them to a fluttering rest. Girls! Girls! Come up out of the porch! Yes, yes, Mrs. Bentley. I've got some treasures to show you. Sit down, both of you. Now, here. I wore this when I was nine.

It's a cold. Let's see. It's pretty. And he's the tiny ring. I wore when I was eight. It doesn't fit my finger now. It just fits me. It won't fit my head. And here. Here, a picture.

Who's this little girl? It's me. It doesn't look like you. Anybody could get a picture like this somewhere. But it's the truth. Anymore pictures, Mrs. Bentley? Of you later? You got a picture of you at 15?

And one at 20? One at 40? 50? No, since I don't have to show you anything. And we don't have to believe you. But just picture proves that was young. That's a mother little girl like us.

You borrowed it. I was married. Where's Mr. Bentley? He's been gone a long time. If he were here, he'd tell you how young and pretty I was when I was 22. But he's not here and he can't tell.

I give a marriage certificate. You could have borrowed it. The only way I'll believe you were ever young is if you have someone say they saw you when you were 10. Thousands of people saw me but the dead you little fool.

Dead all ill have gone away in other towns. I don't know a soul here. Move here a few years ago so no one saw me young. Well, there you are. Nobody saw her. Listen, you must take these things on faith.

Someday you would be as old as I. People would say the same, oh no. They'd say those vultures were never humming birds. Those owls were never orials. Those those parrots were never bluebirds. One day you would be like me.

You know I was. Me. You're waiting to see. You, Chuck. Your mother, haven't you noticed over the years? Change? No, she's always the same. Yes, we'd better go home. Thanks for the call, it's fine.

And thanks for the ring. It just fits! And the picture, the long girl! No, come back! You can't have those! They're mine! No, you... Oh, come back! She lay awake for many hours into that night, among her trunks and trinkets.

A night wind blew in the room. The white curtain fluttered against a dark cane, which had leaned against that wall near the other brick of black for many years. It came trembled and fell. Its gold ferrule glittered in the moonlight.

It was her husband's opera cane. It seemed as if he were pointing it at her, as he often had, using his soft, sad, reasonable voice. Those children are right, they stole nothing from your idea.

These things don't belong to you here, you now. They belong to her. Now other you so long ago. And then, as though an ancient phonograph record had been set hissing under a steel needle, she remembered a conversation she had once with Mr. Bentley.

Mr. Bentley, so grim, a pink carnation in his whisk-roomed lapel. My dear, you never will understand time, will you? Don't you see, no matter how hard you try to be, what you once were, you can only be what you are here and now.

Time plays tricks. When you're nine, you think you've always been nine years old, and will always be. When you're thirty, it seems you've always been balanced there on that bright rim of middle life. And then, when you become seventy, you are always and forever seventy.

You are in the present. You are trapped in a young now or an old now. But there is no other now to be seen. Tickets stubs are trickery. Saving things is a magic trick with mirrors.

You're saving cocoons. Cossets in a way you can never fit again. Why save them? You can't really prove you were ever young. Pictures. Pictures, John. No, they lie. You're not the picture. After they did it.

No, you're not the dates or the ink or the paper. You're not these trunks of junk and tricks. You're only here now, the present you. Yes, I see. I see you. In the morning, in the morning I'll do something final about this.

sat down to being only me and nobody else from the other year. That's what I'll do. The morning was bright and green, and there at her door, like Mars bumping softly on the screen where the two girls.

Got me more things to give us, Mrs. Bentley? More the little girls' things? She led them down the hall to the library. Take this! The dress in which she had played the Mandarin's daughter of 15.

And this? And this? A collider's scope, a magnifying glass. Pick out anything you want, books, skates, dolls, everything. They're yours. Ours! Only yours. And will you help me with a little work? I'm building a big fire in my backyard.

I'm emptying the trunk, throwing out the trash for the trash man. It doesn't belong to me. Nothing ever belongs to anybody. I'll help you Mrs. Bentley. It'll be fun. And now, on summer afternoons, you can see the two little girls like Ren's on a wire on Mrs. Bentley's front porch.

They sit in their cool dresses, not stirring, waiting for her. And when the silvery chimes of the ice cream man are heard, the front door opens. Mrs. Bentley floats out with her hand deep in the throat of her silver-mouthed purse.

And for half an hour you can see them there on the porch, the two girls and the old lady putting coldness into warmness, eating chocolate icicles, laughing. At last they are good friends. How old are you Mrs. Bentley?

Seven to five. How old were you 50 years ago? 75. You were never young were you and never wore ribbons of dresses like these. No dream. Never. Have you got a first name? My name is Mrs. Bentley. And you've always lived in this one house.

Always. And never were pretty. Never. Never in a million trillion years. Never in a million trillion years. Presenting now the second of our duo and Mr. Ray Bradbury. The rope of life hisses through our fingers.

We reach, it's gone. The beauty of any particular flower, song, poem or person lies often in the fact that roses must fade, songs die with the breath, poems burn in the fire, golden lads and girls all must as chimney-sweepers come to dust. But what if beauty could be made to last? Would it still be beautiful or monstrous? Here is the study of a person who seized the travelling

rope of life, a moment of beauty, and felt it freeze in his hands. Hail and farewell. was going away. There was nothing else to do. The time was up, the clock had run out, and he was going very far away indeed. His suitcase was packed, shoe, shined, hairbrushed, it expressly washed behind his ears and remained only for him to go down the stairs out the

front door and up the street to the small town station where the train would make a stop for him alone. Then Foxhill, Illinois, would be left far off in his past, and he We'd go on, perhaps to Iowa, perhaps to Kansas, perhaps even to California.

Yes. Almost time. Alright. I'll be down. In the mirror on his dressery saw, face made of June dandelions and July apples and a warm summer morning look. There, as always, was his look of the angel and the innocent, which might never in the years of his life change.

He picked up his release, looked once more around his room and went downstairs. Here I am. You can't really be leaving us, Willy. People are beginning to talk. I've been here three years now, but people begin to talk, and I know it's time to put on my shoes and buy a railroad ticket.

It's all so strange. I just don't understand. It's so sudden. We'll miss you, Willy. We'll miss you very much. I'll write you every Christmas. It's been a great pleasure and satisfaction. It's a shame it had to stop, shame that you had to tell us about yourself, an awful shame we can't stay on.

You're the nicest folks I ever had. Oh, Willie. Well, it's not easy to go. You get used to things you want to stay, but it doesn't work. I tried to stay on once after people began to suspect how horrible people said.

All these years playing with our innocent children, they said. And that's not guessing. Awful. I finally had to leave Tom one night. It's not easy. You know, darn well how much I love both of you.

Thanks for three swell years. Well. Willie, where will you go? I don't know. I just start traveling. When I see a town that looks nice and green, I settle in. Will you ever come back?

Well, in about 20 years, maybe it should begin to show on my face. When it does, I'm going to make a grand tour of all of mothers and fathers I've had. Oh, Willie. Well, you can't complain, Anna.

Better to have had a son 36 months than none, whatever. Well, I guess it's time. Goodbye. Really kissed Anna quickly. Touched Steve's hand, seized his luggage and was gone up the street in the green, known light under the trees, not looking back.

A small boy, 12 years old, with a birth certificate in his release to show that he had been born 43 years ago. The boys were playing in the green park diamond when he came by.

He stood a little while among the oak tree shadows, watching him hurt a white snowy baseball and another warm summer air. The boy's voice is yelled and the ball lit on the path near Willie.

Gotta visit a cousin of mine for a few days. Well, you guys just throwing the ball around, huh? Yeah. You taking the train alone, Willie? Yeah. Boy, that's neat. Hey, uh, how about a couple of throws?

I got a little time. Sure, I guess so. Roulley dropped his bag and ran back. The white baseball was already up in the sun and plunging down the room. And away again to their white figures, up in the sun again, rushing, life coming and going in a pattern.

He thought of the last three years, now spent to the penny and the five years before that and so on down the line. The baseball flying here, there. Mr. and Mrs. Robert Hanlon, Creek, Ben, Wisconsin, 1932, the first couple the first year.

Henry and Alice Bolts, Lylendale, Iowa, 1935, the Smiths, the Eton's, Robinson's, 1939, 1945, husband and wife, husband and wife, no children, no children, no children. I'm not gonna miss the door, I'm not gonna miss that.

me. My name is William. I wonder if I can... A sandwich? Come in. Come in and sit down. Where are you from, son? The sandwich, a tall glass of cold milk, a smiling, the nodding, the comfortable leisurely talk. Son, you look like you've been traveling. You run off from somewhere. No.

Are you an orphan? We always wanted kids to never work out. Never knew why one of those things. Well, getting late son, don't think you better hit for home. I got no home. I do.

I like you. Not drive behind the ears. Your mother will get worried. I got no home. No folks anywhere in the world. I wonder. I wonder, could I sleep here tonight? Well, no. Well, son, I don't just know.

We never considered taking any of them. We've got chicken for supper tonight. Enough for extras, enough for company. The voices and the faces and the people and always the same first conversations. The years turning, flying away.

The voice of Emily Robinson in her rocking chair in summer night darkness. The last night he stayed with her, the night she discovered his secret, her voice saying, I look at all the little children's faces going by and I sometimes think, what a shame, what a shame that all these flowers have to be cut, all these bright fires have to be

put out, what a shame all these have to get tall and unsightly and wrinkle and turn gray or get bald and finally whole bone and weaves be dead and buried off the way. When I hear them laugh, I can't believe they'll ever go the road I'm going.

They're so eager for everything. I guess that's what I miss most in older folks. The eagerness gone, nine times out of ten. freshness gone, so much of the drive and life down the drain. I like to watch school at out each day.

It's like someone threw a bunch of flowers out of the school front doors. How does it feel, Willie? How does it feel to be young forever? Are you happy? Are you as fine as you seem?

I worked with what I had. After my folks died, after I found I couldn't get man's work anywhere. I tried caravals, but they only laughed. Son, they said, you're not a midget. And even if you are, you look like a boy.

We want midgets with midgets faces. Sorry, son. What was I? A boy? I looked like a boy, sounded like a boy. So I might as well go on being a boy. What could I do?

Good job was there for me. And then one day I saw this man in a restaurant looking in another man's pictures of his kids. Sure wish I had kids, he said. Sure wish I had kids.

And that instant sitting there I knew that my job would be for all the rest of my life. There was work for me making lonely people happy, keeping myself busy, playing forever. I knew I had to play forever, deliver a few papers, run a few errands, more a few lawns.

All I had to do was to be a mother's son and a father's pride. But Willie, didn't you ever get lonely? Didn't you want things that grown-ups wanted? I fought that out alone. I'm a boy, I told myself.

I'll have to live in a boy's world read boys books play boys games Cut myself off from everything else And I played it that way Oh, it wasn't easy There were times but it's nice being a child for over 40 years. It's a living as they say And when you make other people happy then you're almost happy too

In a few years now, I'll be in my second childhood. All the fevers will be out of me and all the unfulfilled things. And most of the dreams. Then I can relax. He threw the baseball one last time and broke the river even.

And he was picking up his suitcase. The two boys stood beside him. They were embarrassed at his shaking hands with him. Willy, he's if you're going to China or something. That's right, he isn't. So long Willy, see you next week.

Yeah. So long, Sam. So long, Gina. And he was walking off with his suitcase again, looking at the trees, going away from the boys and the street where he had lived. And as he turned the corner, a train whistle screamed and he began to run.

In the early morning, with the iron smell of the train around him, and a full night of He was traveling, shaking his bones in his body. He awoke and looked out on a small town, just arising from sleep.

A quarter moved by a shadow and a shadow. Sir, what town's this? Valleyville. How many people? Ten thousand? Why, this just up? He looks green. He looks nice and quiet. Son, you know where you're going?

Here. I hope in what you're doing, boy. Yes, sir. I know what I'm doing. Down the dark aisle, luggage listed after him, but a quarter, now the living is smoking, steaming cold, beginning to lightning morning.

He stood looking at the porter in the black metal train against the few remaining stars. Well, I'd like to, you boy! Thanks! He watched the black train, and he didn't move all the time it was going.

He stood quietly. A small boy, twelve years old again. on the worn wooden platform and only after three entire minutes until the train was completely gone away and out of sight that it turned the pliers to face the empty streets below.

Then as the sun was rising he began to walk very fast so as to keep warm down into the new town. Tonight, the CBS radio workshop has presented two studies by Ray Bradbury, adapted and directed by Anthony Ellis, the first season of disbelief with Virginia Gregg and John Deener, Don Bender, Mary and Richmond and her Butterfield.

The second Hail and Farewell with Richard Beals, Stacy Harris, Vivi Janis, Lauren Stockian, Paula Winslow, Roy Glenn, Billy Chapin and Peggy Weber. We wish to thank Mr. Bradbury for being our special guest. Original Music Fortnite's program was composed and conducted by Jerry Goldsmith.

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